Per your suggestions, I am going to construct some kind of book out of a number of these posts, add some important filler information, some great photos and whatever I can find left in the refrigerator.
The question is, it is pretty damn expensive to self publish. How many would take an inexpensive ebook?
Whatever you want I will do.
When I look in the mirror – which I rarely do – I am surprised not to see the wavy black hair and young face that I always think how I look. That person is not there.
But the one that is realizes that no matter what you plan, life takes you on its on path, particularly if you let it.
So I studied business in college, almost went to law school and ended up doing the various things I have described in the previous 130 posts; none of which I had planned for.
And how many of you out there are doing exactly what you thought you would be doing (especially those skating in Roller Derby).
I realize now that signals are sent to you along the way, and you have to be able to answer them if you want and take risks. I have always assumed that this is my one time on earth and I better not regret the way I go, even after a multitude of mistakes and failures (we don’t talk about them).
I have been so inspired by the revival of my family’s sport and the literally thousands of friends it has brought to me. And I am about to engage in some other interesting activities that I approach without any fear whatsoever.
These things are what keeps me inspired, alive, and going.
Just don’t think that this is it, because it isn’t. At least be open to anything that comes your way.
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This still will not be a long post, but it is something I want to write before the feeling drifts off.
Judi Flowers was at her first Rollercon. And I know that it changed her life. I did not know Judi when I was promoting the game, and she has kind of picked it up by osmosis. And she has seen some of the games in this area. But at Rollercon the aura just overwhelmed her as it does everyone who attends…..and now she is busy starting to design and participate in the culture. On the drive home she told me that she is just trying to digest this “invasion of her senses.”
Ivanna and her crew have created what to me is something that grabs the whole essence of Roller Derby: I don’t care what league or ruling body you belong to, we are packing into a very few days something that will stay with you, whether you skate, referee, or participate in any way in the game we all love. You will get instructions, guidance, seminars, and dance your ass off partying.
I feel a sense of redundancy when I say I love you all, I love what Roller Derby has become to you and what you have brought to it, and the way you honor me and my family.
What has truly bothered me is the different ruling bodies who have brought sense and order to the crazy way this has all evolved since 2002 have probably unwittingly created restrictions that keep you all from participating and competing with each other the way you do at Rollercon.
As Reagan said to Gorbachov, “tear down the wall”. goddamnit, it is Roller Derby. Leagues or teams of equal ability should play others of the same level without worrying about if it is sanctioned or not. The more you play those closest to you geographically and skill level, the more you will improve. And you might learn something about the others’ rules that you feel should be incorporated in your game.
California has more leagues than anyone. There should be a California championship tourney, and the teams do not have to be of the present makeup, but maybe by county or city. I know that this is a concept that Donna Hot Flash is working on, and it could certainly apply to other states and regions.
Why do you all get to skate with and against each other at Rollercon but not elsewhere.
If you really want to honor me, Loretta, Frankie, Ann, Joan,Judy Sowinsky, and all of the great skaters of the past, figure out a way to make this happen without damaging your present alliance.
Keep watching here for more of Rollercon from the Commissioner’s point of view.
And Ivanna and crew, you are amazing…..thanks to all the wonderful volunteers it went off without a hitch; it was the most complex, complete “convention” I have ever attended. If you did not learn to skate better, ref better, learn at seminars, become a better announcer or any other category that is necessary for your league, it certainly wasn’t Rollercon’s fault…..the parties and functions were amazing.
If I can, I will be back next year. And please post those photos.